Do you know that when a boy breaks a girl's heart, its much,much,much more than you know it affected her? That her tears are not only to show how much it hurt but to at least try to blur out the world so she can forget? That she thinks every sleeping and waking moment what the hell did she did wrong? That when she looks at the photos of you with her, she tries to tear it but can't because they're very beautiful memories to keep? That she can't throw away the teddy bear and carefully preserved chocolate you gave her because you gave it to her? That whenever she thinks of the "I love you" words you told her, she mutters "I love you, too" but realizes she can't say it anymore? That its like the whole world tumbling before her very eyes? No. You don't know what it feels like. You don't know how it feels to be cheated, to be left, to be fooled. And its taken very seriously because, once a girl loves, a girl really loves.
I just got out from a relationship.To me,it's hurt.It really hurting me.Idk.He just changed.He said for all this time,he just playing a game with me.But to me,i know that it's not a game.It just that,He changed.Cap,why are changed?and don't tell because it for my best.You know i will not be fine without you.Haih cap,i miss you.Gentle said,I miss your "Iloveyou".I just miss you.I try to forget you.But it didn't work.To me,you are special.Really special boys.Even S pon kalah.I try to be strong.My friend said,forget about guys,enjoy.But i just can't.You changed into monster.And that's a big deal.I'm worried.Hmm
*I back with blogging.Hoho :)
