I lived thru someone misery

Hi there readers.So here I am.Writing another silly post.If this bored you then you can simply press the[X] button.I don't mind though.Because I'm not that desperate whore who want everyone read her stupid silly post.I'm not so byee~

Again,Hi I'm Maya.My full name is Lynna Mayamin Binti Zul.I asked my father why he puts Maya then Min?I confused.Then he said min stand for MINT.So he wish I to be soo wangi everytime.I was like~ okay.I know now.Thankss.Haha.Rambling much.Here's a little secret,I'm not satisfied with my life actually,but I'm thankful to Allah SAW for giving me a chance to live in this world.Even though I still think that there are no great thing that ever happened to me.I had no relationship so far,My past relationship ruined soo bad.I don't know.I guess I'm not that lucky.You know sometime I wish I could be someone else,like I wish I could be like Annes.She could get anything that she want.She rich,she cute,she great and most important is she strong.I don't know.Sometime I wish I could be like Adilla.So that everyone would like me.Adiila pretty,nice and great girl.She so spoil,but that's okay because she spoiled only to her closes friend.Sometime I wish I could be Aqila,She got her foster brother that actually care about her.I know maybe you all think that I'm so stupid.I don't thankful to Allah SWT for what He give,but when you were in my shoe then you'll know.I keep getting hurt.I'm so jealous with all my friends.But not a bad jealous.A positive jealous.Sometime i feel weird when they all complained to me about how miserable their life.Then I think,I should be thankful for what I have,remember what they say,good things take time.So I just gonna say that now I already accept the fact that I'm never be as good as you guys,but at least I'm me.And I'm thankful for that.

xoxo