Hoho

So,today I went to school.Nothing happen,just that I see Him, and oh I will participated with the Futsal thingii.It stupid aite?You know the reason why I get involve in the 'Futsal' thing at the first place is Him.I hope that he would teach me how to kick a ball.Idk.I miss him.Really miss him.Hmm,He was so special to me.To me,He was everything.He bring everything good in me.I love when I'm with him.He make me happy.everytime.And now......He disappear.He turned into a monster.And idk,maybe I am the reason he acted like that.Because,i once hurt him.And now,he blamed everything on me.But,i never blamed him.Because it was my fault.I shouldn't be with him at the first place.I wonder what my life would be without him.Maybe I would still be happy with me friends without worrying about him.But now,every single thing I do it remind me of him.How he always say he love me,he miss my voice,how he take care of me.Oh my.Kenapa macam ni maya?Forget him.Kenapa nak igt dia?He played you.Remember?Maya why so weak?Why acting like this?Tah tah,dia dah lupa kau.Kau jea yang terhegeh hegeh kat dia.Haih.I don't know.Kenapa lah aku rindu sangat kat diaa?Ya Allah,Help me.I need to handle this.I must not thinking about him.He's not yours.Omg,I miss him.I miss he's voices.Acap,come back.I need you.Please(!)I can't live without you :(

xoxo