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Assalamualaikum,

Every girl has five personalities.

1) How she acts at school.
How i acts at school. I become more happy. Because i got friends by my side. They cheer me up. They made me laugh when i wants to cry. School is the place where i, sometimes excited to go, and sometimes the exciting turn to nightmare.*Sorry for the broken english. I am not that good --

2)How she acts around friends.
I become more loud person whenever i surronded by friends. We laugh together whenever we sees somethings funny. We understood each other. We use sarcasm as our languange. But we know, that we never mean those word.

3)How she acts around her family
Not so much to talk. K, i become more hardworking, more lazy and more sakai around my family. Because family didn't judge.

4)How she acts when she's with him.
K, ni takpenah nak rasa lagi. Tapi kalau dapat rasa lah en, macam ni lah kot maya. Whenever with him, i feels more happy. I probably be smiling all the time. Not gonna talk to much. Keh keh keh. Let him talking, and i probably nooding all the time. Ah, and smiling. And if i had a chance to actually be around him, i'll take a lot, lots of his picture. Senonoh lah sangat maya ni?

5)How she acts when she's alone.
Hm, crying all the time. Feeling regret to born in this world. Feels like a loser. More quite. Always sleeping, because for me, dream is better then reality. Cause, reality treats me like i'm a f*cking bitch. While dreams made me feels like i'm on my fairytale. K enough. Bye. xx

Assalamualaikum,

Girls are so much more than what they seem. We're more than just the makeup, the clothes, the shoes, the bags, the sunglasses, the outside. We're more than just whinny bitches. We're so much more... too bad some boys can't understand. A girl's life is a bitch itself. On a daily basis we deal with bitches, backstabbers, lies, boyfriends, crushes, exes, appearance, insecurity, bullying and so much more.

Everyday we wake up, we have to shower. We have to fix our hair, then we have to get dressed. We spend hours infornt of our mirror for you. Making sure we look good. Then, we have to apply make up. While doing all this, there's so much to consider. Especially goossipers and guys. If something's too short, they'll call us a whore. Something's too long, they call us ugly. We go through buckets full of ice cream because we've had way too many broken hearts. We cry because bitches wanna hate and boyfriends wanna bitch. We can't complain because we don't wanna be annoying.

We trust people, then they end up stabbing us in the back. We learn stuff the hard way. Every guy out there making a period joke, like are you for real? No. Just because you're being a little bitch and pissing me off doesn't mean i'm on my period. Get over it. We get hurt multiple times, and keep running back to the same people. We love hard, and hurt hard. We care too much. We're never understood. We go through so much trouble when you don't even notice. We listen to songs till five in the morning and fall asleep to it just because it reminds us of you. We try so hard to impress you.

We spill our guts out to our bestfriends who've probably had enough of you. We log on facebook and we check your profile a million time, and go through all your picture. Even if we have seen them all before. We hear what people say about us, and sometimes, we break inside. But no matter what, even after everything, we have to come out strong. We have to put a big smile on out faces and pretend like everything is ok. We have to act nice towards the haters, even knowing what they said about us. We love when we know we shouldn't. And we wait for something that never happens. But no matter what, we manage to act like everything is fine, even though everything's falling apart. That's a day in a girl life. Imagine dealing with all that everyday. We're so much more than what you think. So much more than what we seem. xx

Assalamualaikum,

I WILL NEVER FORGIVE YOU FOR YOUR MISTAKES. SORRY, BUT YOU REACHED MY LIMIT. YOU AND YOUR GANG CAN GO TO H*LL. LIKE SERIOUSLY, I'M WAITING FOR KARMA TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE. AND WHEN THAT TIME ACTUALLY COMES, THEN YOU'LL KNOW HOW I FEEL, AND I WANT TO SAY MAY YOU AND YOUR GANG TO BE MORE MATURED AND STOP JUDGE PEOPLE. YOU GUYS AREN'T ANY BETTER. xx

I want him. Fullstop. I move on. But now, all i can thinks is him. K bye

It's not good ,

Memories turns to be a history that were left unsaid. Youre a perfect nightmare but I was a loser who were damn afraid to fell in love to the most dangerous part because of the past. Stop telling your friends to keep on testing me cause I am me. Imma devoted lover and I'd never change my feeling towards you. One day when you meet your other half, tell me. Cause I'll be the one who smiles and cry knowing you are just fine. And thats enough for me.xx

Borrowed k kak eka :)

I MISS HAVING BOYS IN MY LIFE :/